The Monster by Heather E Searle
07 Monday Jan 2013
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10 Monday Dec 2012
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inA long long time ago,
when I was a little girl,
I never experienced fear,
until my life changed gear,
I was 11 when anxiety appeared.
My life has never been the same since,
I sometimes wish I could give myself a pinch.
I never knew I could experience fear,
It has just never ever disappeared.
Life has been a rollercoaster,
with hurdles all the time,
I wish it had been lovely and fluffy like a nursery rhyme.
I no longer want to suffer with the darkened days,
where everything in front of me seems such a daze.
Those days when living seem so far away,
It almost felt like I had extreme debts to pay.
Rejection, hurt, grief and loss,
made me feel like nobody gave a toss.
I only wanted people to love me,
but there was obviously something wrong with me.
I hope for the day when I can move on,
at 31, life surely cannot be one big con.
03 Monday Dec 2012
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